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So Tired, Yet So Awake

[Sep. 11th, 2006|03:03 am]

[	Current Mood	\|	exhausted	]
[	Current Music	\|	Hopeless - The Wrens	]

I hate the nights I have where I feel so tired but can just never fall asleep. I think its because I have lots on my mind right now and I just can't concentrate on sleeping.

I'm not going to talk about yesterday because it was just a huge party and I had a good time and theres nothing really more to it.

I can't wait to start my job already I need something to do, its kinda weird only getting a job to go out but I think it will help my social life because I will have money and that means more things to do. It feels lately that my life is so repetitive and boring. Nothing is really going on and I thought things would happen now that school starts but theres still nothing happening. I do the same things I've always done and its not because I want to its just that there is really nothing else to do. I guess once I get homework I'll have the occasionally thing to do because this year I actually want to do homework which is weird. I have pretty good classes even though its retarded going from grade 12 classes to grade 10 classes because its like one class I'm with friends and the next class I'm with people I don't even know. I have a feeling this semester and year will go by really fast because it seems like it will already, like its just zooming by.

I still have 10 more minutes before I am making myself sleep because if I stay up past 3:00am I will honestly be dead in the morning. I'm trying to think of something to write. I was gonna write some stupid depressing entry but then anyone who reads would think I'm some sort of fucked up depressed emo kid.
It's funny how the minute someone shows a little bit of emotion they are considered emo. I wish that word was like scrapped from peoples vocabularies.

Alright well I'm gonna header to bed now before I pass out on the computer.

PAYCE

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Tomorrow

[Sep. 5th, 2006|11:38 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	HOME	]
[	Current Mood	\|	good	]
[	Current Music	\|	Tired of Waiting For You - Kinks	]

In this entry I will obviously talk about me going back to school tomorrow but first I must talk about today.

Took me about 20 minutes to finish that one line because I keep getting side-tracked. ANYWAYS, tonight I went to a friend named scotty and we chilled but we couldn't find any weed like it was retarded we called about 15 different people like it has never been so dry here in my life and we were fiending to. We ended up getting a really wet gram off my buddy jory at shell but whatever cause he gave us a 1.8. We then were followed by ryan on his bike...UGH I hate when people just invite themselfs to shit. I didn't really mind it this time cause scotty ended up leaving us for some girls house but whatever he got me high for free so I can't really complain. Met up with some people at the park, chilled there talked for a bit. Came back to my place watched Indian In The Cupboard...don't ask me we were that high. We then went back out walked to get slurpees saw some people there and came home.

Tomorrow I have to get up at about 10:00am header off to school to register and what not, the first day of school is always awkward. The people who I try to ignore all summer are harder to ignore and the people I try to see more I tend to see less of. I have to seriously pass everything this year to even get close to graduating on time which is always fun considering before I got like an average of 2 credits a semester. People should be jealous of me because I honestly feel like I've lived up my whole high school. I did little to no work, I skipped almost all my classes and yet I'm still graduating only 1 credit short of everyone else but I'm going to summer school for it so I will have graduated the same year as everyone else.

Life seems so much more boring while I'm in school even though I'm definitely more bored in the summer, like I seriously did nothing all summer other then sit on my ass. I'm not even mad about that I didn't get a job or anything I'm actually happy. While my friends were working there summer away I've gotten to really get to know people I never would of before, the people I never used to hang out with that much became closer and I don't mind that at all it was just weird because even last year I started hanging out with different people then I did before and slowly my closer friends started becoming less closer then before and the people I wasn't even acquientences with are now better acquientences then my former acquientences. I just confused myself but anyways.

I think we have to much time on our hands in the summer if we don't work like the only reason I'd wanna work is not for the money but just to give me something to do on all the summer days I wasted sleeping and lying on this couch on my computer and I know during the whole school year I'll probably regret doing nothing during my summer but for right now I'm not regretting anything even though I know it was my last real summer because next summer I will not be going back to school I will have to get a job I will have to be repsonsible but this summer, I had no responsibilities, I had no girlfriend, I had nothing and I was still happy.

My hand is honestly starting to hurt and I'm stupid tired and gota wake up early so thats it for today but tomorrow expect another big one.

PAYCE

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No Idea

[Sep. 3rd, 2006|04:22 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	tired	]
[	Current Music	\|	Closer - Joshua Radin	]

I've been wanting to update for awhile now I just can't think of anything to really write, so as of right now I'm just gonna write random things that come to my head as I type and hope that this turns out to be a long entry.

My parents went to the lake on friday saturday and they just got home earlier today. My brother had a party on friday and it was alright I got a bit to wasted and made an ass of myself and I punched jeff in the face about 3 times, I'm not exactly sure what he did to deserve to get punched in the face but he claims he has a black eye but I don't think I even hit him that hard...I'm not sure. We walked to greg's house and I then got kicked out of his house by spilling a beer and yelling at his brother for no reason. I walked home and lied down to watch TV and I passed out, I woke up with puke everywhere and I was curled up on the floor. Walked upstairs to go get a towel and clean it and I passed out in my parents room , which is good because they have a comfy bed.

Well now we are at what I did today well I went for my second interview at Kelseys and I had my first interview on friday which I totally forgot to write about. My first interview was with a gay guy who was actually really nice and cool we totally got side-tracked and talked for like an hour about just random things, it barely seemed like an interview because we got along so well. He wants to make me a host or a busser but the thing is Kelseys doesnt even have bussers I'm just not 18 yet so I can't be a waiter and he says I don't belong in the back. I was happy because it seemed like I would be getting the job but he told me I had to go for a second interview and I was like alright sounds good. Alright now for todays info I went to the interview really positive but this interview was with the general manager and he wasn't even as close to as nice as the other guy, well yet again I have to wait till tuesday to find out if I even got the job or not and I already told K that I got it and she would be sooo mad if I didn't get it. I'm just really angry that theyre taking this long because I really need a job already and I just can't find anywhere and its driving me nuts.

Well, thats gonna be it for today I was gonna think of more stuff to write but I will wait for a later day to do rant about love and crap because I'm not in a mushy mood, I'm bitchy and tired.

PAYCE

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